Why have I always attracted men who are afraid? Fearful? Anxious? They always seem the opposite when you meet them, but then I will catch that micro expression, that change in voice register, the way they react to the cashier at the gas station. Fear.
Why can’t I just be with someone as brave as I am?
You have met men like that. You lose interest in them.
Yes I know. What am I doing?
You’ve been the villain for so long, maybe you keep wanting to find someone who sees you as their hero.