So I made a video about my crazy experiences with resistant starch dreams. Enjoy the vid! It got a retweet from Richard Nikoley (stoked!) who I recently found out has been the mastermind behind the resistant starch movement online. He’s the author of the paleo blog free the animal. Definitely worth a read!
The chants at the beginning of this album moved me greatly. Resonated and I wasn’t sure why. It took me a while to find the words to the chant and determine what it meant. I hope to learn even more about it as time goes on.
I was also recently moved to tears by a story recounted to me by a 7th Day Adventist about how he came to his religion.
All religions are real.
Om Sham No Mitrah Sham Varunnah |
Sham No Bhavatv-Aryamaa |
Sham No Indro Brhaspatih |
Sham No Vissnnur-Urukramah |
Namo Brahmanne |
Namaste Vaayo |
Tvam-[e]Iva Pratyakssam Brahmaasi |
Tvaam-[e]Iva Pratyakssam Brahma Vadissyaami |
Rrtam Vadissyaami |
Satyam Vadissyaami |
Avatu Maam |
Avatu Vaktaaram ||
Om Shaantih Shaantih Shaantih |
1: Om, May Mitra be Propitious with Us, May Varuna be Propitious with Us,
2: May the Honourable Aryama be Propitious with Us,
3: May Indra and Brihaspati be Propitious with Us,
4: May Vishnu with Long Strides be Propitious with Us,
5: Salutations to Brahman,
6: Salutations to Vayu (the Breath of Purusha),
7: You Indeed are the Visible Brahman,
8: I Proclaim, You Indeed are the Visible Brahman,
9: I Speak about the Divine Truth,
10: I Speak about the Absolute Truth,
11: May That Protect Me,
12: May That Protect the Preceptor,
13: Protect Me,
14: Protect the Preceptor,
15: Om Peace, Peace, Peace.
There are some people who can be happy working at the mall (thank goodness), but as a very strong introvert, I was not one of them! I tortured myself in that way for almost 10 years of working in retail. It almost killed me.
I did have bosses who would reward me for my drive and commitment (partially because I was always ASKING- very important) but no matter how many raises (many), or paid trips (lots), or bonuses I got, it was never enough. I finally realized that my frustration about how far I wanted to go professionally was not on their shoulders, I had to take the initiative and it wasn’t going to happen if someone else was in charge all of the time.
Now, I am using the skills I developed in that field to work for myself. On my own terms. Doing what I want, when I want, with who I want. And deciding how much I will get paid for it.
Developing a sense of personal power will bring more opportunities into your life than you ever dreamed of. And when you tap into that power, you can create ANYTHING you want in your life!!
I want this for EVERYONE, so that is why I am sharing today.
Thanks for watching :)
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I decided to find out!
We create patterns of pain in our lives for very specific reasons! Here is what I have struggled with in the past and how I have moved past it.
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YES I BOUGHT THIS PRODUCT AND TYPED OUT THE INGREDIENTS HERE FOR YOU! They are no where else online! Now you will know why!
I actually purchased this on August 9, 2014. I backdated the post so it wouldn’t show on my main page as it doesn’t fit with my usual content! ……..which is deep, personal transformation and change. Life changing stuff. So I hope you’ll check out the rest of my site after reading this :)
Still not sure about this product. I tried to google some of these
terrifying sounding ingredients
and just basically gave up.
Aveda are such greenwashers! “Naturally” straight…what the hell is natural about any of the ingredients listed below, other than the one or two ingredients they add so they can brag about it on their website. The are so shiesty about ingredients as well- such a joke.
I knew I had to upload this here for anyone to find because
it is literally no where else on the internet.
I had to finger type each of these 25 letter words that I’ve never heard of out by hand! You’re welcome!
I’ll report back on my findings with this product. I’ve been desperate lately as my hair always gets out of control in the summer. I went into the one hair salon in town that does relaxers… the tv was blaring, employees couldn’t give an f that I was there. I had an appointment with the owner of the salon who didn’t even greet me when I came in, just kind of grunted, kept working on the hair she was working on and gawked at the tv loudly blaring some gossipy show filled with overly made up harpies.
It was like a new layer of hell.
I waited unacknowledged for fifteen minutes and then stormed out. Glad I did. I haven’t relaxed my hair in 2 years and I felt weird about it.
I am biracial, born to a mother who fetishized black men (probably because her parents had warned her against them growing up) and so just chose the sexiest one she found to make a kid with. He promptly, predictably skipped town after I was born and suddenly you have an Indian mom with a kid with an Afro.. in the middle of western Canada. I had alot of bad hair as a kid, but she did try.
UPDATE: Tried this product three times in a row as recommended. I bought all the recommended supplementary products as well. I don’t like it. It makes my hair weirdly, frizzily straight and coarse feeling. I am going to throw what I have left in the garbage! :(
INGREDIENTS: Water/Aqua/Eau, Dimethicone, Cetyl Dimethicone, Cetearyl Alcohol, Dimethicone/PEG-10/15 Crosspolymer, Aloe Barbadensis Leaf Juice, Calophyllum Inophyllum (Tamanu) Seed Oil, Caprylyl Glycol, Hydroxypropyltrimonium Hydrolyzed Corn Starch, Hydrolyzed Wheat Protein PG-Propyl Silanetriol, Glyceryl Stearate, PEG-100 Stearate, Stearyl Alcohol, Tapioca Starch, Hydroxypropyl Methylcellulose, Babassuamidopropyltrimonium Methosulfate, Behenamidopropyltrimonium Methosulfate, Behentrimonium Methosulfate, Polyquaternium-10, Sodium Chloride, Maltodextrin, Fragrance (Parfum),*Linalool, Citronellol, Citral, Limonene, Benzyl Benzoate, Geraniol, Sodium Citrate, Phenoxyethanol <ILN40698>
More videos similar to this are on the way!
There is a spider living on the outside high window sill in my writing nook. I felt so much love for it today.
He comes out at dusk every evening, putters around making repairs and then hangs in wait. He looks well fed. I hope it’s a successful night for him. I feel like he’s protecting me and the house from bugs. I greatly enjoy that feeling of protection from the animal kingdom.
I once lived in a shed sized cabin in the woods for 8 weeks.
I had a bunk bed and a wood stove- it was incredibly romantic for me, doing forestry homework by lantern light, my fingers tracing trails on dusty maps. In that cabin, I had a spider companion as well. He looked like a mini, gray tarantula. I called him Wolfgang. He had a little hidey hole well away from me. I would watch him stalk and pounce on resting flies. Sometimes, I’d scream, startled. He was just so damn quick!
The sparrows playing in the backyard. Last night’s midnight run with our friends’ papillon chihuaha cross.
Animals are so connected to the living ecstasy of the universe.
Their sense of enjoyment in their creaturehood and zeal for life is a great template.
Today was a good one.
I told my therapist about my tiger mom.
When thou seest an eagle, thou seest a portion of genius; lift up thy head! – William Blake
And then I dreamt of them last night, plucking cobras from a field I was crossing and eating them, or dropping them from the sky. Further into that blindingly green field I started to see blood and brown feathers. Their mutilated bodies and my naked feet.
They tried to kill snakes that were too big and the snakes killed instead them, I reasoned in ether.
I had to hurry my crossing. I was late for my mother’s wedding.
A huge hall with grandiose party favors for many people. It was just the three of us in the audience. Like it always had been.
So, we waited.
Hello curious reader!
Well, here I am in all of my emerging from Canadian winter hibernation glory.
Pretty sure that is gesso on the back of my pant leg. I get it in my hair too and it doesn’t come out for at least a few days. #artlife
I know my angles. Straight on is not one of them at the moment!
I am posting these because that will be changing over the course of the next month or two. That’s really all of the time that it takes for me to be back in fighting shape. I am currently165 pounds and just under six feet tall (5’11 and a teeny bit, most of it leg).
My goal weight for now is 150, ideally 145 which, considering that I am two inches taller than her, would have me in similar dimensions to Tyra when she did the Sports Illustrated cover..!
I’ve never been big on numbers and I think that most women come to learn that the scale is not our friend! This is just a rough guideline for me. I’m releasing anything that is keeping me back from looking and feeling my best. (affirmation!)
The goal I’ve chosen is what looks natural and comes easily to my body type when I’m living an active lifestyle. I have been much less active than I have ever been for the past year due to my debilitating skin condition. That might sound ridiculous, but I have pictures of what I went through, to help you understand. That will come in time..
I have never been able to do a pushup in my life but J says he can have me doing 20 in one month. I am more than up for it. My fitness plan involves spinning, running, infrared sauna, yoga, hiking and hoop dance. Minimum of four times a week.
We got tickets to what will be our second Burn (pics are from 2011) and the highest self I like to express in the desert is one who abhors clothing, I think. Can you think of any better motivation??? I plan to play up the Mad Max look this year. Post apocalyptic waterworld fantasy garb.
And lots of stuff from Gelareh.
I also had a nude day or two at my first burn! It’s actually not too big a deal for me, really. If you wait until the end of the week, most people’s cell phones have died, so you’re less likely to end up on Instagram. The sun on one’s entire body is very therapeutic. Moonlight is also. But not in the desert, it’s much too cold.
Unless we’re talking about Death Valley where I once laid on the still steaming highway at midnight and got engulfed by a massive blanket of stars. It it 40 degrees there even at night.
There will be more pictures of my progress here in a month!
I am working on a huge, amazing project at the moment. It is so true that when you leave your job, you find your Work.
Thanks for reading!
I have a new video coming out soon :)